I am Forrest Gump's pair of Nike running shoes...

When it rains...
...it freakin pours man. Argh is all I have to say. Argh to all this bullshit going on... Sometimes, I don't know if I am strong enough to get through such hard times...but hey, I HAVE to. So family stuff arises again...Pop can't go home, cuz he needs 24-hour supervision, so he has to go to a nursing-care facility, which my mom does not really like. I wish he could come home and be with his family...I know he wants to...so mom is looking for a good facility w/ Auntie Linda...thank God for auntie Linda. In addition, mom is getting sick because she is stressing out too much...she went to the doctor 2x already...so I'm trying to do anything and everything short of performing miracles to make sure she isn't to overburdened. To top it all off, another major family issue came up today during lunch...I don't know how much more my shoulders can bear. It's weird that we tell each other that some people have it worse, but does it count when those people that are having it worse are part your family? Because I feel all the pain and anguish of the rest of them...and if a miracle were to ever happen in my life, I'd need two right about now...

Eh, that's it for now...

"What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger..."
-Albert Camus